The walls you've built
They bend, not break
I'm not the same
And the time I have
It's yours to take
For what it's worth you're worth it all

My arms are always open, my dear, I'm here..
Your hand will always fit in mine, dear

You will never be alone
As long as I am alive
You will never be alone
I'll stand the test of time

For heaven's sake
I cannot fake
I'll always care
I fall in, fall out
Mess up, break down
But keep a smile
Cause I'm still here

Please believe in me
Cause I don't believe in anyone but you
I'll give you something to hold on to

You will never be alone
As long as I am alive
You will never be alone
I'll stand the test of time

And I will forever stand so strong for you
I'm yours, as long as I am alive

You will never be alone
As long as I am alive
You will never be alone
I'll stand the test of time

And I will forever stand so strong for you
I'm yours as long as I am alive...

Watching the one you love, love someone else, is allways hard...

Blue Bird..

We are all dreaming of some magical rose garden over the horizon instead of enjoying the roses that are blooming outside our windows today.

If you stand for NOTHING, you will fall for ANYTHING...

argh, im tired of feeling sick all the time, and everything i do makes me feel REALLY sick at times, i cant live this way, its actually so stressful feeling sick 99% of the time, and no im not just being dramatic coz i do feel sick all the time, my brain is a messed up piece of shit...why do i have 2! anxieties that are recking my life, even when i sleep...most people go through 3 parts of their brain when their anxious or have emotions, and 1 of them is the calming part, my phycologist said that my calming part doesn't connect with the other 2 parts and thats why i find it hard to calm down and most likely why my anxieties are such a problem, also with most people, anxieties just make them feel sick and make them feel like they are going to throw up but never do, but with me it goes to the next level and i throw up...well theres my life story..maybe just maybe sometime in the future i mite post what my anxieties are about, if i feel like it..

...dont change what you really want, for what you want at the moment...

We All Get Better In Time...

You Are My Angel..

You Make Me Feel Like...

My Life Be Like..

Under The Mistletoe

My Hearts a Stereo

The only thing i want for christmas is you, but theres most likely going to be one sad little boy come christmas day

If you're the only thing I ever get for christmas
Then everything I wished for has come true
You're the single light, I'm on my list
You're my one and only christmas wish
The mistletoe is where, i'll be waiting meet me there

I know someone out there knows what i'm saying
Baby you're a girl who's wishing just like me
There is one, and you know who you are
My gift to you is all my heart
Make my holiday, and hear me when I say

If you're the only thing I ever get for christmas
Then everything I wished for has come true
You're the single light, I'm on my list
You're my one and only christmas wish
The mistletoe is where i'll be waiting, meet me there

In the morning I know everybody's rushing
To see what's underneath the christmas tree
Know what I mean, cuz I don't find it there
And I need the mistletoe is where
You make my holidays, so hear me when I say

If you're the only thing I ever get for christmas
Then everything I wished for has come true
You're the single light, I'm on my list
You're my one and only christmas wish
The mistletoe is where i'll be waiting, meet me there

Only you can make this...a merry merry christmas

There is one, and you know who you are
My gift to you is all my heart
Make my holiday, and hear me when I say

If you're the only thing I ever get for christmas
Then everything I wished for has come true
You're the single light, I'm on my list
You're my one and only christmas wish
The mistletoe is where i'll be waiting, meet me there

All I ever wanted was you, this christmas
Yeah yeah yeah
I need you baby

You're the single light, I'm on my list
You're my one and only christmas wish
The mistletoe is where i'll be waiting, kiss me there

I'll be waiting, kiss me there...

please...i dont want to here about you liking other guys, it breaks my heart into more pieces, the fact that i will be replaced soon...if not already...

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My Drawings of Roses :P

Blogs

blogs are about posting how you feel and there not aimed at anyone, i havnt even put a nick name or name or anything, so i really havnt done anything wrong, just because it seems so much like its aimed at you, is there anywhere where it says it about you, the answer is no, its my blog you dont have to read it, your the one who clicks on it, if you dont like it dont look at it fair enough, its my life, my rules, dont like my rules then bugger off

my song to you...

Numb - Linken Park


I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me,
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you.
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
And every second I waste is more than I can take.

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

And I know
I may end up failing too.
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there. 

(u)

i just cant believe you, you dont love me, you never did...i went out of my way so much for you, and i did so much for you...i trully DID love you , but you just pushed me away heaps and i ended up losing my love for you, you put me through so much but i stuck by you every minuet, i gave you 6 chances! how many more time do you want to rip my heart apart?...i made you promise that we could still be bestfriends if we broke up...but you dont want to...you think youve been hurt well open your eyes and look at what you did to me, when a guy crys over a girl, you know he truly loves her... i kept fighting for you, without giving up...but there gets to a point where every fighter has to retire, i was fighting a losing battle...im sorry for not being good enough for you.. even at times when you were bitchy i thought you were the most amazing girl in the world..and i thought that even when you were tearing me apart. you hurt me like no one before, and just because i dont love you anymore, doesnt mean i dont think your amazing, and dont care about you...One day, i hope you realise that "he really did love me" and that "he was good to me" , im sorry but i cant do much more then my best.

.

Life is complicated and i dont know much...but i know you WILL always have a part in my heart...

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~I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along, yeah
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved.. ~