Monday 21 November 2011

The walls you've built
They bend, not break
I'm not the same
And the time I have
It's yours to take
For what it's worth you're worth it all

My arms are always open, my dear, I'm here..
Your hand will always fit in mine, dear

You will never be alone
As long as I am alive
You will never be alone
I'll stand the test of time

For heaven's sake
I cannot fake
I'll always care
I fall in, fall out
Mess up, break down
But keep a smile
Cause I'm still here

Please believe in me
Cause I don't believe in anyone but you
I'll give you something to hold on to

You will never be alone
As long as I am alive
You will never be alone
I'll stand the test of time

And I will forever stand so strong for you
I'm yours, as long as I am alive

You will never be alone
As long as I am alive
You will never be alone
I'll stand the test of time

And I will forever stand so strong for you
I'm yours as long as I am alive...

Monday 7 November 2011

Watching the one you love, love someone else, is allways hard...

Thursday 3 November 2011

Blue Bird..

We are all dreaming of some magical rose garden over the horizon instead of enjoying the roses that are blooming outside our windows today.

If you stand for NOTHING, you will fall for ANYTHING...

argh, im tired of feeling sick all the time, and everything i do makes me feel REALLY sick at times, i cant live this way, its actually so stressful feeling sick 99% of the time, and no im not just being dramatic coz i do feel sick all the time, my brain is a messed up piece of shit...why do i have 2! anxieties that are recking my life, even when i sleep...most people go through 3 parts of their brain when their anxious or have emotions, and 1 of them is the calming part, my phycologist said that my calming part doesn't connect with the other 2 parts and thats why i find it hard to calm down and most likely why my anxieties are such a problem, also with most people, anxieties just make them feel sick and make them feel like they are going to throw up but never do, but with me it goes to the next level and i throw up...well theres my life story..maybe just maybe sometime in the future i mite post what my anxieties are about, if i feel like it..

...dont change what you really want, for what you want at the moment...