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i just cant believe you, you dont love me, you never did...i went out of my way so much for you, and i did so much for you...i trully DID love you , but you just pushed me away heaps and i ended up losing my love for you, you put me through so much but i stuck by you every minuet, i gave you 6 chances! how many more time do you want to rip my heart apart?...i made you promise that we could still be bestfriends if we broke up...but you dont want to...you think youve been hurt well open your eyes and look at what you did to me, when a guy crys over a girl, you know he truly loves her... i kept fighting for you, without giving up...but there gets to a point where every fighter has to retire, i was fighting a losing battle...im sorry for not being good enough for you.. even at times when you were bitchy i thought you were the most amazing girl in the world..and i thought that even when you were tearing me apart. you hurt me like no one before, and just because i dont love you anymore, doesnt mean i dont think your amazing, and dont care about you...One day, i hope you realise that "he really did love me" and that "he was good to me" , im sorry but i cant do much more then my best.