argh, im tired of feeling sick all the time, and everything i do makes me feel REALLY sick at times, i cant live this way, its actually so stressful feeling sick 99% of the time, and no im not just being dramatic coz i do feel sick all the time, my brain is a messed up piece of shit...why do i have 2! anxieties that are recking my life, even when i sleep...most people go through 3 parts of their brain when their anxious or have emotions, and 1 of them is the calming part, my phycologist said that my calming part doesn't connect with the other 2 parts and thats why i find it hard to calm down and most likely why my anxieties are such a problem, also with most people, anxieties just make them feel sick and make them feel like they are going to throw up but never do, but with me it goes to the next level and i throw up...well theres my life story..maybe just maybe sometime in the future i mite post what my anxieties are about, if i feel like it..

...dont change what you really want, for what you want at the moment...